today was a day where all i could think about was my options. where i could go. where i could be. what lies ahead. it was so good.

lauren came & got me from work for my lunch break. i hop in the car & 2 minutes down the road pops out angella from the back seat! i screamed so loud...i loved it. the three girls back together–those days are so special. as is jamba.

work is overwhelming & beautiful. i talked to my manager all evening about oregon. everytime i see lauren's face, my heart feels so pulled to just move up there with her. her & i getting our own little cabin in the snow, bashing around portland.

this year, i'm going to work every hour i can. i'm going to pay my parents back every cent they shelled out for MUD...& then? i'm going to open a savings account. my oregon account. save up for life. if i don't go, i'll never know what could have been. who knows? maybe next winter, i'll have snow...